[he would have been willing, no matter the cost. even if there's so much to be done, even if he's not supposed to give his life up—for this, he would have. he knows she doesn't want to hear it, but...
it's the truth. it makes his chest hurt to think that one of their hopes is a fading light. they didn't act fast enough. why didn't they figure this out sooner? why hadn't—at least—the ones who knew have spoken up?
could they have stopped this somehow?]
...You'd have helped us. Right?
[to look into the ones they were seeking out? to try and fill in the blanks that they're coming up short with. there are are so many things that are going to be even harder without sara's presence.
...they lost yuna already. what kind of bullshit fate was it to lose both their saloon roles in a single turnaround?]
Dammit. Dammit...
[this is so hard. this is impossibly hard, because she's not just a critical role to this game, she's his friend. none of this is fair—so his gaze shifts away. if he looks at her, he might cry. which is not what she needs from him right now at all.]
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it's the truth. it makes his chest hurt to think that one of their hopes is a fading light. they didn't act fast enough. why didn't they figure this out sooner? why hadn't—at least—the ones who knew have spoken up?
could they have stopped this somehow?]
...You'd have helped us. Right?
[to look into the ones they were seeking out? to try and fill in the blanks that they're coming up short with. there are are so many things that are going to be even harder without sara's presence.
...they lost yuna already. what kind of bullshit fate was it to lose both their saloon roles in a single turnaround?]
Dammit. Dammit...
[this is so hard. this is impossibly hard, because she's not just a critical role to this game, she's his friend. none of this is fair—so his gaze shifts away. if he looks at her, he might cry. which is not what she needs from him right now at all.]